Текст песни Bent Life — Love To Lose

It's been so long since I've lost myself
I try to hide it but I know it shows
I cut myself off from reality
And slipped away with the undertow
It's so easy to be held down by the weight of doubt
Add up the days since I saw you last
And burn from the inside out
The hourglass has cracked; still time drags on

I'm sick of living my life in spite of you
I'm sick of losing sleep
I wish that I could try and tell the truth
Instead of lying through my teeth
Running through all my thoughts on me and you
A cycle on repeat
Let the rotations cease and finally see:
The only one that I've been losing here is me
You watched me slip, you let me sink
And I fell out of reach
Your hands were tied
But mine were free to ruin everything that was good around me
Wounds heal in time
But this hate inside is mine to keep

My mind is a sinking ship beneath the empty sea
My heart is a burning home
But you're not what I need
This isn't what I need