Текст песни Pane — Tremble/Fearful

particles form linguistic dances around me
meaninglessly strung together they sing
(the sentences form but i dont think they mean anything)
painting you a picture / a rorshach test
beauty that I can't express

hope once more that we can find the words
and I'm all out of ideas
under skies that never clear
clouds above and clouds inside
careless clouds

as i think;
the world seems so clear
as i speak;
the lights are on one end of the luminosity spectrum that my eyes have not adjusted for

fall down. i'm too weak to stand up. i can't ask for help. the dirtiest secret that i've been dying to share. expressions on your face can't be faked.

write it down

i recognize the clouds that make the sky so dull (i feel so down)
i memorized the taste of my tongue when it's tied (why can't i speak)
i recognize the lights that make it hard to see (why can't i see)
i flash back to every time i couldn't speak

these are my anxieties.